No sister for Grant

Today we found out that Grant will still be an only child. We are so hurt and upset and sad. It is so sad for Grant too because he could’ve had his sister with him, but instead, she will be with another family who has more wealth than us. I feel so cheated out of 5 months of ours and Grant’s lives. 5 months of worry and being there through every health scare. Every crisis. Every night of her just needing someone to talk to. We were there. And then this. The hardest part is that this is Grant’s sister. They’ll likely never know each other. We are so so so devastated. I can’t even describe how it feels. This is when infertility really hurts.